You Don't Really Wanna Mess With Me Tonight

Okay so lately things haven't been going as great as I wish they were. Don't get me wrong, things haven't been horrible.... but still. It's not fun to hear that one of the people you love to death said that they don't care about anything or anyone except for the person they like. Not the person they're dating... the person they like. It's also not fun to have tension between two of your friends.

To top all that off, when you read something from your best friend that says "I need somewhere to live ASAP!" it's usually not good. I couldn't get a hold of Leah for a while after I read that and I was freaking. Then she finally answers, and I find out her mom's trying to ship her off to Missi-fuckin-ssippi. I tried to ask my parents to let her stay over, but they could get in trouble for that.... What am I supposed to do? I feel completely helpless. We think it's just another empty threat but I'm not trying to lose my best friend. I don't know what I'd do without Leah and I can't stop crying... I just keep thinking about this and crying and I can't stand it.

Why does life have to be so hard?

I'm not here for your entertainment,
Cait... AKA The Hella Rad Ninja Grrrl