Bounce Wit Me Now!

Haha... okay this blog will be MUCH more happy then the last one
I absolutely adore my friends
And they make me smile no matter what so... yea.... HAPPY
But the one thing that would make me happier times ten
Is if the one person I absolutely like above all others
Would tell me that he likes me above all others
So that confusion would be diminished
And I would be able to relax

Anyway.... I'm gonna go take a nap...
But remember! I TURN 18 soon! sooooooo
YAAAAAAAAAAY *flail*

Catch you on the flip side,
Cait AKA the Hella Rad Ninja Grrrl

There’s too many things to get done, and I’m running out of days

Awkward
Uncomfortable
Shy
Depressed
Self-doubting


And that's only saying things in the nicest sense about myself
Sure I like myself SOMETIMES
But you know, I have issues that will never be resolved
And I've got scars that will always show
I am not used to affection from anyone but friends
I am so scared I am going to fuck something up
And lose everything I care about
I can honestly say, yes there are good things about me
But it's hard to think what they are

I turn 18 in 18 days..........
It's kinda weird
Those times when I was feeling so shitty
I used to promise the world
I wouldn't make it to age 18
Yet here I am, 17 days away
From my last chance to die before I'm 18

God I'm so fuckin' emo...
Except not really
As Britney Spears is playing in my room

With as much love as I can muster
Cait.... AKA The Hella Rad Ninja Grrrl